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‘ Hypersensitivity ‘, And Its Role In General Panic And Anxiety Disorders: A
Brief Consideration…”
05/19/12
As ever to my most special, and most dear friends,
and constant, loyal readers,
I must begin my thoughts with the note that in no
way, am I a professional. I am not a
Therapist, or, licensed in any way, and so….whatever I may wish to share with
you is that which is my own opinion; open to discussion, more educative
approaches, and—as such—I present it to you, hoping that you may find it to be
of some, small help to you, engendering your own opinions on the subject.
Nevertheless, it is the product of my thought, my concern for you, consisting
of memory, reading, former experience, and inference. However, I feel the subject important enough
that it needs to me mentioned, even though, as has been said, some truths
are—in the main—‘self-evident’.
I would like to start by saying that, for those
individuals who have been diagnosed with ‘Panic’, or ‘Anxiety Disorders’,
whether generalized or not, a very major part of suffering and loss of quality
of life is directly due to ‘Hypersensitivity’ to ordinary stimuli, which—at one
time—was perhaps caused by exposure to stimulus that was NOT normal, in either
amplitude, or duration.
However long the exposure was, how determined
life-threatening, or dangerous the stimulus was—at that time, perceived—it
became the focus for all subsequent like stimuli, gradually spreading to
related forms, all, producing unavoidable anxiety, and fear, and the feelings
of dread, and need to escape.
There are several things to mention having been so
exposed:
1)
A terrible Fear Reaction was invoked; no
matter how ‘modern’ or ‘sophisticated we think we have become, once a primitive
(in origin) survival, fear reaction is invoked, the ‘trigger’ will remain, and
that primitive part of the subconscious linked to life and death avoidance is a
most profound, and powerful trigger; after all, it kept us safe from predators,
cautioned us in the necessity and use of fire, and included other fears such as
that of drowning, ‘fight or flight’ when confronting attack from other humanoid
groups, etc. Even though these
so-called, ancient fears are well-over fifty-thousand years (or more) in the
making, how relevant many are still today!
2)
Over time, reactions to fear stimuli
become more general, why…I cannot say, for reason should tell us that there is
a marked and distinct difference between, say, once having almost trod upon a
live, and possibly poisonous snake, to-in the young, especially—finding oneself
uncomfortable seeing snakes kept safely behind glass, to feeling uneasy upon
seeing stuffed, toy snakes, to finally reacting negatively to simple pictures
of snakes. Or, kindly ponder a moment
our ‘generalized’ reactions to spiders !, to the point of feeling extreme and
uncontrollable anxiety upon the mere sight of a spider in the room. Or mice.
Some react with such fear (remember generalization!) , and will not go near a
spider, even a dead one. Surely, this
may be thought irrational, as the ‘trigger’: the spider is now dead, and
probably wrapped in two yards of toilet paper, to be flushed down the toilet.
3)
Regarding the generalization of negative
stimuli, how many people who fear snakes, fear spiders, and fear roaches? Could they be but other, fear-inspiring,
primitive survival memories? If so, then
why the fear and intense dislike of roaches?
For the person who has ‘ Generalized Panic And
Anxiety Disorders ‘, other factors come into play, and all are serious, though,
as with many ‘Disorders’, they are—by family members, friends, co-workers—not
easily understood, and sometimes, not readily tolerated, which inevitable
causes stress and anxiety and the inability to cope worse because—to them—they
are not so afflicted, nor can they see the tragic and painful consequences of
such a unavoidable, and compromised life.
Thus, everyone becomes miserable in their own way, and social dynamics
simply fall apart.
As ‘triggers’ become more generalized, the person
will often equate them with that which is perceived of as unknowable,
intolerable, frightening, invoking a fear-avoidance reaction.
Thus, a patient may become afraid of a world that
cannot be ornately and completely made safe and reliable. To add to the misery, one’s feelings vary
from day to day, moment to moment, even hour to hour, until it is found much
easier to remain home, or even in one’s room, or in one’s bed. One’s considered
‘safe zones’, or those that do not produce feelings of dread or fear can also
change.
For example, personally, I have become less
‘sensitized’ until I can walk outside to board the County bus to take me to a
doctor’s appointment, perhaps fifteen miles away from the assumed ‘safety’ of
my home, and yet, too often, I cannot go out to the mailbox, to check my mail,
and, although I have a resin ‘bistro set’ on my back deck, I have never sat out
there, not do I with any regularity prowl-about my backyard. I find this notion clinically fascinating,
although it still very much installs mental ‘fences’ around myself, and the
subsequent inability to expand my ‘safe zones’ a mystery.
It very much has to do with something I wish to
speak to you about. A concurrent
‘Hypersensitivity’, that I presume is a first product of the primitive
subconscious in avoidance behavior, that passes to the conscious mind, and, as
far as I can tell, remains in place, and at work twenty-four hours a day, seven
days a week, during wakefulness. And
even passes obliquely into the scattered subject of dreams.
I cannot emphasize too much, the role of hypersensitivity
in everyday life, for we are at base social creatures (harking back—perhaps—to
the implied safety of the ‘Tribe’), and we find that every psycho/social
contract is affected. A grocery store
may make one fearful, but it is the drive in uncertain traffic that becomes the
trigger.
While one stranger is still viewed with some normal
suspicion, a hundred, or two hundred of them tips the avoidance scale.
And hypersensitivity affects our moods at any time;
thus even a word, a feeling an implied emotion can have differing, varying
responses by those thus diagnosed. A
joke can make one cry, as can an offhand word; a television program or movie
may become intolerable to watch, when once it was watched without negative
response. Family members or friends are
baffled, and do not know exactly what to say that is considered ‘safe’. Tensions mount, until the entire family unit
is upset. Until reunions, and harmless ‘get-togethers’ are no longer planned
for.
I emphasize this tendency to be hypersensitive, as I
believe it to be a major part, not widely spoken of, of Panic and Anxiety
Disorders, and their proposed treatment.
1)
The very first approach is to seek out
professional help; Psychiatrists being familiar with the condition, able to
speak openly, and honestly with the patient, to describe reactions, possible
triggers, past, potential, causal events, as well as current life
situations. Often, he or she can
prescribe the appropriate medication as may be needed to relieve the ‘hot
spots’ of panic, anxiety, or dread.
2)
This should be combined with effective
therapy to increase the patient’s knowledge, and to reassure them that they are
not—in fact—‘crazy’, but afflicted with a Disorder that is treatable.
3)
‘De-sensitizing therapy’, or, Cognitive
Behavioral therapy, can help by lessening the effects of both triggers, and
resultant panic and anxiety behavior.
And I cannot underestimate the ‘healing’ role of a
supportive, loving family, and friends, to the person so diagnosed
with—frankly—any psycho/social disorder.
Both spouses and children (who, hopefully are both
loving and caring) will soon know the patient’s limits. Being unsupportive will not help; being
unkind or intolerant will not help; being verbally sarcastic will not help.
Neither will ignoring the situation, feeling that it—somehow—will resolve
itself in time will help.
What WILL in fact help enormously, is understanding,
and education; of—if possible—and where indicated, attending therapy sessions,
or watching pertinent videos will help.
A concerted attempt to avoid, but very gradually, the themes that seem
to be triggers. Sometimes, a situation
once to be avoided at all costs, may be gently explored by ‘safe’ family
members or friends who can—with the afflicted person move most gradually to the
implied limits of a trigger. This
involves the absolute trust of the patient, who becomes certain that that
person will never hurt them, or allow them to be exposed to harm.
Patience, trust, tolerance, trust, time and…love
will help in ways unimaginable; the goal is to—with ancillary treatment
modalities—lessen the unease, avoidance, and, most of all, the hypersensitivity
of the afflicted person.
Yes, the person may evidence intense Agoraphobia;
perhaps some Obsessive/Compulsive behaviors as the person who is active
suffering tries to lessen anxiety by trying—for example—to create rigid order
in the house, or of reliable habit, etc.
This is an attempt, often a desperate one to try to keep chaos and
uncertainty at bay. Incontestably, the world—outside—is full of all sorts of
unknown, and unknowable variables. Many
of them fraught with REAL, potential dangers that exist far-outside one’s
ability to control.
One may also expect contrary moodiness, the frequent
need for quiet. Hypersensitivity does
not—in general—respond well to loud noises, over-bright lights, too much motion,
or over-quick changes. Crowds, or crowded places. Too many cars, almost anything that can be
prefixed by the words: too much.
I hope to have made more clear the role of
‘Hypersensitivity’ in Panic and Anxiety Disorders, and what you (as patient),
and you (as friends and family members) can do to ease the intense suffering,
further understanding, and…to facilitate the healing process.
I must confess to you, my very, very dearest, and
supportive friends, and welcome, loyal readers, that my exposition, within the
scope of being a ‘diary entry’. Must—perforce—be most limited; and that persons
differ as situations and approaches differ.
I—too—have been diagnosed with—among other things: ‘Acute Anxiety and
Panic Attacks; Severe Depression with Agoraphobia, so you may rely upon my
feelings coming from my heart; these psychiatric diagnoses, along with many
medical ones have drastically reshaped my life.
And—frankly—at my age (I am fifty-eight), I feel the press of time and
circumstance to weigh most heavily upon me; yet, in my sincere gratitude for
you befriending me so that I somehow feel less alone, my mind AND heart would
seek to speak with you.
And, should I prove wrong in any way, I hope that
with your kind PM’s and comments, you will correct me if you will. For any misinformation is wrong, and hardly
my intent.
Meanwhile, my precious friends, please allow me to
wish for you days of lessened or of ‘no pain’; and that you be full-surrounded
by loving familys and friends who
genuinely care for you. I wish for you a
quiet day of ease, of blessings, and to not know want; please, please always
report abuse should you even suspect it.
And I wish for you a quiet evening unto night, and a glowing calmness,
free from fear. I wish you peace and—at
day’s end—a wonderfully warm, descent into a dreamy sleepiness, and sleep that
is refreshing, sound, and restorative, knowing that you are loved and
cherished, and kept ever safe by angels to protect you, and to keep foul
nightmare far, far away. And I ever wish you all the love and happiness that
your kind hearts can hold.
Please
know I think about you often, and that I love you dearly,
‘Zahc’/Charles
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